Escape...

I lay with my head deep, feeling the sand within...

The scorching sun blinding, burning my skin...

I can barely hear...Is that a distant cry...

I can sense the shadows as the vultures fly...

Their hungry eyes... ready to gnaw at my bones...

I open my mouth to scream...alas just moans...

No reason to live no water no leaf no bone...

No seas...no mirage...no hope..no songs... no soul...

As the hours of sand cave in on my wretched state...

I resign, resign to my fate...

Did I come here to die... to wither away....

To end the suffering...the deceit...the agony...

Now I feel no pain I feel no sorrow...
I have no hope for a tomorrow...

As I step into a land far away... I know this was the only escape...

Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee

As she stood and looked into no man's land,
Her eyes searching over the blowing sand,
With her heart caged in agony, said she
Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

She lived each day, as they come and go,
Does it really matter who is friend or foe,
With her soul lost to the one far out, said she,
Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

Whispers of his battles reach her ears,
She bears them all with pride but fear,
With faith and belief within her heart, said she,
Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

Times were passing the skies did darken,
The love the bond remained unshaken,
With longing through the rains and stormy nights, said she,
Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

With the enemy at the gates it was time to retreat,
She refused to leave or fall at their feet,
With a smile on her face hands reaching out, said she,
Come back, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

When he did return with glory and pride,
He found her there waiting his bride,
But alas when he reached her side, said she,
We shall unite, my hero, I shall wait for thee.

I see the dying spark...

Far away till the horizon blue... not a soul in sight not a bird...
I cannot hear anything but my breath my words...
In the distance i see no land...Lost at sea I look around...
I strain my ears for a shriek a croak a muffled sound...
Nothing nothing at all for as far as I can see as far as I can strain my ear...
In silence fearing my breathing too loud I wait for something to come near...

Then in the distance I hear the din the thudding and a moan...
I see the silhouettes... Then a piercing scream chilling to the bone...
I look around with bloodshot eyes fearing what i might be staring at...
Then it was again.. who is calling out with such pain that tears apart the heart...
I see the setting sun darkness creeping in...
As i float around aimlessly fear growing pain surging through my skin...
The screams grow louder the light grows dim dark...
Covering hiding lying on the floor I hear my cries my screams soften...I see the dying spark...

Indifference...

Where do I go, where do I hide,
Are there no feelings left inside...
Where is the smile, where is the laugher,
Where is the pain and the tears thereafter...

There is no hope there is no light,
There is no sorrow there is no plight...
How is it that Im not reaching out,
And pushing away those who boundaries flout...

Indifference is bliss is it not,
Cant go on too many battles lost too many fought...
No friends no foes no enemies no allies,
When somewhere the spark just dies...

I walk alone on the path I take,
Lonesome weary what do I have at stake...
Is there a light I see ahead, a horizon,
Alas, did I even notice the setting sun turn crimson...

The pain...

Pain surges piercing my heart...
Every ounce of my flesh tingles with sorrow... every part...
Every vein gushes with a force not known...
Its not the force of adrenalin or the sweet overtones at all...
Its sorrow pain anger and hate... Strong emotions all...

Look around I see no colour...
It is just grey and dark... nothing bright just pallor...
I grope in the dark there is nothing to hold to support...
Im guarding my fort...
Alas the enemy has already broken in and destroyed...
What is it that I guard... when the enemy is from the inside...
Stand away the guards are down... the fort did fall...
Its sorrow pain anger and hate... Strong emotions all...

Where do I go from here... what should i be?
Surrounded by the dark forest and the raging sea...
All there is to do is look at the sky... is it still blue?
And lose myself in the sadness of what remains...
Ruins of a past... of the days gone by... the trodden lanes...
What is it thats in my heart... if there is a heart at all...
Its sorrow pain anger and hate... Strong emotions all...

Missing u...

I want to hold you close your heart against mine,
Hear your heartbeat race against time,
Look into those deep dreamy eyes,
And drown in the happiness that therein lies,
I want to reach across the miles,
Just to see you happy to see you smile,
I want to be there to celebrate,
To thank god for our faith and fate...

It saddens me that I'm not with you,
To share the joy and sing with you,
I want to stand by you through life's trying times,
To egg you on to hold your hand,
I miss you dear my pain is true,
I miss being with you... for you...

Dont cry my friend...

Run my dear, run though the forests and mines,
Through those creepers and vines,
Fight the fear, brave the storms...
Come here dear into my arms.

Dont cry, shed no tear,
Leave all anxiety, leave all fear,
Life's path may be full of ups and downs,
But you will find me if you turn around.

Life is unfair a lot many times,
You think that none of life's tunes rhyme,
When your boat of confidence is stranded in the stormy sea,
Adjusting the mast you will find me.

When you think the world is against you,
Things to excite you are rare and few,
Step out of the dizzy tide,
Come here dear in my heart you can hide.

I will be there for you, you need not ask,
With me you need to wear no mask,
Come to me when you want to talk, to smile,
Come to me when you want to cry for a while,
I promise you dear friend when life ends and we die,
On the sands of life together we will lie...